Wow! Is it just hormones, or was Conference this last weekend a tear-jerker for the rest of you, too? I was glad to be able to watch it and really feel the Spirit in so many of the talks that were given! Even though I only really heard about half of it, what I heard was wonderful! I didn't write down too much, especially from the Saturday sessions (that day was mostly spent trying to get Kortney and Taylor excited about the fun little Conference packet my cousin Edith emailed me. It was a hit, by the way! Even though they didn't pay attention to the actual talks, every time a new speaker stood up, Kortney would say, "Mom! What color tie is he wearing?" and color the picture of the tie on the page to match. So fun!), so, looking back now, I really mostly remember the feelings I had listening to each one.
I loved Elder Oaks' talk about gaining, strengthening and bearing a testimony, and Sister Tanner's talk on miracles that sometimes we don't see until the "4th watch", or after we've done all we can do. It helps me remember that I may have to put forth all of my effort before the Lord will come in and help me through a trial. I loved Elder Holland's strong testimony of the scriptures, and knowledge that God still speaks today. I always like his talks, and the power and conviction with which he gives them. I also liked Elder Bednar's talk on having more meaningful prayer, to do the Father's will, for faith to do His will, and to accept His will. I need to really work on having my prayers get past the ceiling most of the time. Elder Zwick of the Seventy also touched me with his talk on standing firm to the truth. The youth of the Church today have such hard spiritual trials, and I was glad that he talked about not lowering our standards- which is really for all of us, not just the youth. And then, of course, I loved Elder Ballard's talk directed to young mothers. That one really brought on the tears, because I love my kids so much, but sometimes I get so frustrated and underappreciated, that I think I'm failing. I like that he mentioned that moms need a break every once in a while to replenish ourselves, and fill our own well (not with soap operas or the internet, he did mention- I need to work on that!), so we have enough to continue giving. I was grateful to him for that.
Of course, I know all these wonderful speakers were led by the Spirit in each of their talks, and really all the messages are from the Lord through them. I'm so grateful that God does still speak, and that we have the opportunity to hear His will for us twice a year in special conferences focused on helping us know His will for us in our day. I'm grateful for a prophet who guides us through these times, so we know what direction we need to steer our lives to make it back to our Heavenly Father.